I heard you say that life is not so pretty Deep inside well this I know All I have are these scars that are dirty Choked it down fell on the floor Never take what you have for granted It could fade away leave you alone Don't you hide where it seems hollow Just close your eye's when you listen to my song Sometimes it bites and you realize Like suicide there's no way out I can't describe or patronize Even if you tried it would break you down Still I cry about the pain inside Wakes me up at night what do I do now I feel the ache and I even compromise All the times that I wore it out You can't describe immortalize I'm sorry if I ever let you down I'm lost inside I'm petrified Like suicide what do I do now I heard you say that life is not so pretty Taunted by the thoughts and memories Well all I've seen are these scars that are dirty Still somehow there tormenting me Never take what you've been handed Love disappeared right in front of me Broken heart and I'm abandoned Dirty hands and false security Sometimes it bites and you realize Like suicide there's no way out I can't describe or patronize Even if you tried it would break you down Still I cry about the pain inside Wakes me up at night what do I do now I feel the ache and I even compromise All the times that I wore it out I can't describe immortalize I'm sorry if I ever let you down Well I'm lost inside I'm petrified Like suicide what do I do now I heard you say that life is not so pretty After the kiss I'm sure it had to show And all I've known are these scars that are dirty Soaked right in and I can't let them go If I make my heart understand it Will I find this bond to my soul And even though it's like suicide Will you close your eye's when you listen to my song